Perception

I never wrote a blog before but I decided to write. I really don't know if anyone will read this or comment, but it's just my way to vent I guess or speak to myself. I realized in life that no mater what you do people will perceive you as who they want or think you are a fool, a liar, smart, what ever they think.

My dad God rest his soul died 8 years ago he was my world. I didn't want to do anything anymore nor help anyone or any community work for I realize people are just interested in what you can do for them but that is life. If you allow someone to use you, you can't complain afterwards, it's pointless. I started this community faith based organization back again, for the reason I know what it feels like to ask for help and no one helps, I know what it feels like to give an idea think you getting help only to have someone take your idea and leave you behind looking like it was your fault.

You can't cry over spilt milk but you can cry when your hurt when you depressed when you feel like nothing is going your way. It's okay to cry, but then smile stand up write your goal and go for your dreams. let your dream soar and reach reality.

People will make fun of you say your crazy it's just a pipe dream but the very few that was faithful and believed in you remember them when you reach the top because you will reach the top.

My dad use to say trust God no matter what, it's not about religion it's about where your heart is . Right the wrong let people think what they want to think let your good intentions go way side but keep pressing on don't give up look at the mirror and care only for you. Fix you first then I know you can fix the world one step at a time that is why I started CFBONP I pray that my fathers dream and mine to help one community at a time to have a learning center to help people is coming true. Don't ever give up. One step at a time.

This is just my perception. One day at a time.